My Weekly Confession

• I confess that I accidentally left Wal-Mart last week with two tooth brushes unpaid for. I did rectify it today and told the cashier to charge me, but to put them back. She was surprised at my honesty. I was using the stolen toothbrushes and felt like some bad karma would happen if I didn't.
  
  
• I confess that as much as I love Noah sleeping through the night, I still wake up frequently to check on him because it freaks me out that he is sleeping that long.
  
  
• I confess that a few nights, Noah woke up at 2 a.m. to be fed, but he's back to sleeping through til at least 5 a.m. now.
  
  
• I confess that I tried really hard to remember the story that Twyla told me the other week about her aunt, but to no avail. I HAVE THE WORST MEMORY NOW.
  
  
• I confess that my husband was right: I spend too much time on the computer in my spare time.
  
  
• I confess that I would sometimes rather just be on the computer when Noah goes to bed for the evening then spend time with my husband. I just need to be BY MYSELF. I wish he could understand.
  
  
• I confess that I dusted the house last night for the first time in probably 3 weeks, maybe more.
  
  
• I confess that I use "intimacy" as a way to get what I want nowadays. Wow, I can't believe I typed that one...haha.
  
  
• I confess that although I've said this before I'll keep saying it because I feel so guilty, "I am so consumed with being a mom, that I've forgotten how to be a wife."
  
  
• I confess that somedays, it really is too much effort to do my hair and makeup just to sit around the house. I never thought I'd see the day.
  
  
  
• I confess that although Noah is growing out of his bassinett, I want to get my hair dyed first before I get his crib because I'm going home next month and so he won't need a crib until at least October. I've forfeited my roots for 5 months now...I really want the grey GONE.